(assuming all confusion is just fear)
What is that special thing inside of you that wants to be expressed...??
(the alternative is ::: not being your true self, regret, kinda living halfsies)
are you willing to be uncomfortable for it ?
are you willing to feel frustration for it ?
are you willing to move in the wrong direction, hit a wall, try another direction, get struck by lightning, hang up and stop trying to explain yourself to your family for it?

Today, VENUS and MARS bumped dirties in LEO, and soon, so will the SUN and MERCURY, all activating this years SATURN and URANUS square  >>  a destabilizing alignment that seeks to wedge apart any outworn rules, in society, in ourselves -- somehow both exciting and effortful, the electric pressure reveals to us the most valuable fuel >> our truest desire (what we really really want).

“The best lightning rod for your protection is your own spine.”― Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sure, we may be less further along than we thought, sure we may be overwhelmed and our faces may melt off. Whatever the obstacle, we can handle it. We reach a courage-point where trying to avoid what we fear is more exhausting than burning hot with desire. Keep showing people what you love doing - stay true to the lightning in your spine.

HOROSCOPES

STAGE LIGHTING FOR YOUR RISING SIGN

ARIES: STROBE

TAURUS: DIMMER RACKS

GEMINI: STRIPLIGHT

CANCER: FRESNAL

LEO: ONE POINT

VIRGO: ELLIPSOIDAL

LIBRA: LASER DANCE

SCORPIO: SPOTLIGHT

SAGITTARIUS: FOLLOW SPOT

CAPRICORN: BLACKLIGHT

AQUARIUS: REFLECTOR

PISCES: FLOOD